Jubilate lll 7-10 Dec . Batam. Day 1

the day pretty much started with me rising up

 bright and early for morning service

by which at 12pm when it ends,

I rush of to Tanah Merah ferry terminal.

Where everyone of us, choir members, were told to reach at 12.20pm sharp

but it turns out that the teachers came at 1-1.30pm!

And I was like, helloo? I could have stayed longer at S'pore Expo.

But anyways.

We boarded the ferry at 2.20-2.40   .

 Finally moving out from the harbour :) Yay!

We were so glad that we're finally moving!

Getting settled down :)

Oops. Am I busted? >.<. . .

The teachers bringing us there :)

Doing headcount. . .

Wow. Breaking out the plastic bag already?

 Lols! What's with that expression!

 Halfway there !

 Now this is some serious case of motion sickness. . .

Hey!! Look over here!! Don't' shy away from the camera >.<!!

Finally! We've reached Batam!

Slowly getting off :P

When will it be my turn to get off??

On the bus which will bring us to the resort :)

Do you see someone fishing?? :)

Sorry. It isn't much of a good photo. . .

Entering the resort :)

 Yay!! We finally reached!

Well, this is self explainatory. . .

Unloading our luggages  XP  

And waiting >.< . . . 

Hey! peace to you to!! LoLs.

Oops. I'm discovered again. .

 Welcome!! Yay. We're finally here :P

This is a view from the second floor.

This the main cafe where we have all our meals :)

This is where we have most of our practice ourself :)

This is outside the cafe . .

This is the room where i stayed at :) with 2 other members XD

Our beds :) the single bed is the one i used :)

 This is our view from the window . . .

 Pretty from afar, but when you come close. . .

You see a motorcycle carpark. . .

This is the toilet that we had :)

Well, this is all for the first day.

I'll blog again soon :)

Run from it all...

I want to run from it all. Though I know it isn't possible. . .

The guy up there. You there?

Even though I'm considered well off, sometimes, rich maybe.

But why am I poor?

I WANNA KNOW. Isn't education something a parent would guarantee their child of?

But why isn't mine?

Why did I recieve a letter of payment of outstanding fees?

I was almost knocked down by a car.

Thank God the drivers were considerate.

They honked and tried to slow down.

Now I'm a 'lil afraid to cross the road.

Nothing serious. . .

Considering the things I'm facing now.

I thought things would  be easier if I'm dead.

If I put myself to sleep.

If I was never born in the beginning.

That way, the problem would have never started.

But I know that's never the solution.

Also, I wouldn't be able to go to heaven either.

Suicide is sin. . .

In my life, it never rains but pours.

The God I know.

16 November ' 08

Her health is worrying.

I know she doesn't visit the doctor so as to earn maximum amount of money for us to use.

At this rate I don't know what's gonna happen.

[ The God I know.

Is Righteous and Holy

The God I know.

Is Faithful and True.

The God I know.

Is my tower of refuge.

The God I know.

Light of the city.

The God I know.

Strenghtens the weak.

The God I know.

His heart beats within me. ]

The God I know. . .

Will never leave me, thats for sure. Though I'm struggling now. What I'm supposed to do, is what I don't wanna do as well. I guess, this is the spirit conflicting with the flesh . . . Sigh

[ Xxxxx ] < lyrics for a song by CHC. I don't own these

Cracking Mirror Glass

15 November '08

The dragon is breathing down my neck.

She wants to keep me the way I am.

So that I'm 'fine' in her eyes.

When I do change.

All she has to do is pull me down to where she is.

An arm's length away.

Nothing has to change.

Nothing needs to be changed.

Is probably what's she's thinking.

It'll be fine if the problem is avoided.

It'll disappear itself.

Who is she kidding. . .

Like real, if she thhinks its gonna disappear.

Us being lableled Black and White.

Not wanting me to doll up myself.

Retain my tomboyish ways.

Listening to her gossip by the truckloads.

She thinks she knows me best.

Her once proper English, now a distant memory.

No longer easy to understand.

Not easy to talk to.

Giving her attention drains me more than anything.

Agreeing to her words.

Obeying her.

Makes me white in her eyes.

Shes a great person.

understanding ,

gives us the freedom she had never experienced before.

But that's all there is to it i guess.

Thats all there is.

Anyway, we're the ones that are gonna crack.

Not her.

My recent interests :)

       I have more time for myself to do what I want so these are some of the things I've been doing of late.

Shows( or rather anime) like

Shugo chara Doki

Tales of the Abyss

Vampire Knight Guilty~

Natsume yuujinchou

Hakushaku to Yousei

Kuroshitsuji

Yozakura Quartet

Akane-iro ni somaru saka

Jigoku shoujo Mitsuganae

Hmms. . . It seems a lot but in since they're new and like an episode per week considering the uploads and subbing part, after watching the bundle, I pretty much had nothing to do. Since I can watch these in a day. . .You know they're only half an hour long total time used should only be about. . . 4h30mins. . .Which is pretty okay . . .Anybody got any good series to recommend please do

17 OCT 2008, FRIDAY

THE IMPERFECTLIFE™